I’m not them, and they’re not me. We don’t learn things the same way, we don’t dress the same way, we don’t solve our problems the same way. We’re different people. With different problems, grades, friends, everything. I will never be someone perfect like that. I’m sorry I don’t live up to your expectations.
how it feels to watch someone you knew your whole life and the one that like/love basically your whole life like someone else. well..it sucks. and it hurts. it aches your heart. it hurts to the point where you can’t stand it. It makes you feel pathetic. It makes you feel lonely. It sucks.
When relationships start at school. It’s cute. Being able to walk each other to classes, hold hands in front of everybody, go to dances together and make people jealous. It’s really cute. But once that flame blows out, and you two break up, it’s hell. Seeing him or her everyday for the rest of the school year, talking, flirting with other people. Noticing them everywhere, watching the memories replay in your head. How can you possibly take that sort of pain?
This is to all the people, sitting, waiting in their beds. Watching their phones, message boxes, IM chats. If you’re waiting on someone who you know will never message you again, you aren’t the only one. Look at the screen as you’re reading this, and just imagine all the…
Maybe it’s your smile. Or your laugh. Or your voice. Maybe it’s your sense of humor, or the way you comfort me. Maybe it’s the way I felt safe and secure when I was near you, or the way you look at me. I don’t know, but whatever it is, it makes everything feel like it’s okay. Maybe that’s why it’s so hard for me to let you go.
Not a public one where everyone has to know
I will not say that I am single
or will I deny the fact that I’m taken
but nobody has to know with who and what goes on between us
I think the quietest relationships last the longest
the number one thing that ruins relationships are the surroundings
